11-30-10

straight up fuck you all! mom fuck you dad i love you. lydia FUCK YOU YEAH GO FUCKING RAISE YOUR FAMILY LIKE YOUR SUPPOSED TO FUCKING CUNT…….. just so i know you dont forget im your FUCKING KID i told you sorry im only your fucking brother. i ask for one fucking night on the couch so i dont have to sleep outside AGAIN tonight. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck you you and your family arnt shit to me. you tell me to grow up and realize yeah what the fuck! i have nothing1!!!!!! no fucking where to sleep you cunt. what am i expected to do. i have no one for advice. i wish i could message you. your the only one who could like kinda help me. please help me. my real dad said hes gonna bring me to portland he said hell talk to his boss about work i fucking need it. i got arrested and went to jail on 420 i need money im hungry! food stamps dont come in till the 14. seriously ive never actually wanted to kill myself and been so serious about it. if i was to die very soon nobody be surprised